venting.
This will probably be the most personal I get on here.
I was tweeting the other day about how I have PLENTY of horrible genes running through my family: Hypertension (all 4 grandparents), Heartattack ( grandfather and uncle died of one, paternal grandfather just had one) stroke ( paternal grandfather), asthma ( uncle…which happened because of the heart attack. He and I are the only ones with asthma btw), ovarian cancer (grandmother died from. all my aunts and mom have hysterectomies from complications that might have caused the same as a precaution), Multiple Sclerosis (mom) and colon cancer (aunt). whew. Typical things you might see in a Southern family right? wrong. I’m already high risk for some of these which is why i attempted to ge serious about my health and getting back in shape.
That being said, I had my annual check-up last week which turned into a series of other tests this week. Like most people, I started freaking out. My last test was today and I was by far the most painful. I didn’t tell anybody about anything just because people make me nervous with all the concern. Louis, whose known about my family stuff, text checking up on me today. That was nice of him.
The last thing I needed was people being insensitive about me keeping it to myself. I’m not just referring to one person, but this last person just pushed me over the edge. I don’t appreciate the assumptions, crude remarks, or any of that. If I feel someone can’t be trusted with such personal information I shouldn’t have to share it. Especially when they’ve already proven to be untrustworthy. I’m sure they’ll find their way here and start a war but they’ll be fighting alone I have more important things to worry about now. However, I DID get some of my results back and so far I’m A-Okay! Better to be PROactive than REActive though.
Let’s finish the week off in a positive manner shall we? 
What’s In My Headphones: “How High” – Rhymefest ft. Little Brother
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Glad all is well with you Rae
Friendship/Intimacy is a double edged sword, On one hand I can see your point in valuing your privacy and wanting to open up with certain information on your own time, if at all and on the other as a friend you want to be there, be the person with whom you share that intimate or sensitive information with and can be hurt if you choose not to do so (on their time) but it’s ALL in how your friend(s) handle it. even if they feel some type of way it shouldn’t be to the point where now you feel agitated bcuz ur not handling it how they think you should.
LOL sorry for the long post *steps off soapbox*
I hope everything continues to go well Rae!!
Ive recently decided that it’s time for me to stop taking advantage of my slim frame.
I clearly think that because I gain NOTHING, that all is well. …Not smart or healthy.